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first race of the year

Saturday, April 8th, 2006

I’ve chosen my first race of the year… Explore the West Southern CA Sprint. Oh wait, it’s today? Ok I guess I should go get ready. I decided yesterday, actually, to do this one. It should be fun — I’m doing it solo, which I’ve never done with any AR. This means I’ll really get to navigate for the orienteering (this is an odd AR in that the bike and run parts are marked courses, and there is no water event)… usually I’m at most backup nav. I’m excited! Oh, it will be my first AR that is all during light — first like that for either racing or volunteering. So that will be neat as well. And now… gotta leave in 10 minutes! Yup, there will be a race report later :)
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It's the Journey

Tuesday, November 15th, 2005

This last race was, well, quite a learning experience. Warning: this is very long….

It started as a
team built from eCamp — myself, Ryan (another participant), Chris (a
volunteer), and Duncan (a friend of Chris’). First I rolled my foot
(but it is doing mostly better so I still raced), then Duncan got hit
by a car (ok but not able to race) and then Chris’ mom got really sick
(so he was out as well). Down to a two person team, we needed a third
to race, and finally the Tuesday or Wednesday before the race I got in
touch with Zach, of the PQ 2006 team, and he was going to be able to
make it. However, maybe we should have heeded some of those warnings…

Disclaimer:
the following story is very much my own memory and feelings and
opinions on everything. Some parts are a bit harsh, and may not have
been reality anywhere other than in my view. I still think all people
on the team are good people, and what happens during a race happens.
However, they are still events to learn from, and this is my experience
of my least favorite race ever.

Here it is… the long await (and really long) race writeup.

Friday
we were to drive up to Northern CA to Modesto for the meeting. I was
glad that for once I wouldn’t have to drive, and my car would be spared
some miles. We were to meet at 9, and leave at 10. Although we met a
bit late, we were still ready to leave at the same time. However, Zach
tells us upon arriving that his axel bearings are shot, and his truck
is not reliable. No other vehicle can fit 2 ocean kayaks and 3 bikes,
so we end up needing to take two cars, and yes, I end up getting to
drive. Oh well, you have to get there somehow.

The drive up
was actually pretty good. Zach and I chatted about many things, and I
started feeling more and more comfortable with the PQ team idea. We
talked about why we race, and wanting commitement from the team
members. About the fun of races, and being there for the experience.
Hours later (around 7 I think) we arrived at the meeting place, and I
hung out as the boys made a grocery run. I saw many good race buddies
arrive — the Big Bear team I have raced with — all members there for
racing or support crew, Jorge from Brazil who was also at eCamp, Maitai
(a girl I have seen around racing), Rich (the ubervolunteer), Randy,
and of course some new friendly faces. Randy supplied me with all the
ropes gear I could want (ok all I needed), we got our team checked in,
and enjoyed very yummy pasta!

It was finally meeting time. The
course was all to be done in order, and had 37 checkpoints (CPs)! We
got them onto our map (some already drawn for us, other copied off of
maps at the meeting) and highlighted our planned attack route. We were
just in time, as then the store we were at was going to close up, and
our team drove to the start, where we camped that night. Since it was
going to be a 9:30 am start on Saturday, we left our gear organizing
and packing for the morning. Got up in the cool air, and got everything
together. This was quickly done, race gear on, and we were set for the
day to begin!

It was a kayak start. All the boats lined the
shore, ready to be pushed into the water and jumped into. The water was
nice and chilly (we were at 4700 feet), but we weren’t expected to have
to really get soaked. We started on the kayak for 3 points (one
involving a decent trek up a mountain). Our team went with having me
and Zach in the double kayak, and Ryan in the single. We soon figured
out that the double was moving much faster, and ended up having Ryan
paddle in our draft for a while, and then just attached a towline as
well for the final stretch. I jumped out of the boat to grab the first
two points (with the second ending in soaked shoes), and we secured our
boats for the trek up to our third point. This was some fairly thick
bushwacking! I was in trishorts and short sleeves, saving my longer
pants for that night when it would be cold, and not thinking about the
amount of junk on a hillside. My legs now have pretty decorations, or
lots of scrapes, but none that were horrible. It was a tough climb for
me (the boys are just much stronger) and the scrapping I got as they
had pants on while picking the routes wasn’t making it easier. I often
had to call out to find where they had gone, as it was hard to see over
some of the taller brush, or at times they’d get just a bit too far
ahead. And we made it to the top, and picked a great route on the way
down. Back into the kayak, 3 of 37 points down. We paddled to where we
had started, which was also CP4 and ACP (assisted check point) 1, where
we had access to our crew: Ryan’s dad, Charlie. Into trekking gear,
refuel, dry socks and shoes, I stopped shivering and we head out again.

Right off the bat again I find myself walking in the back. Now
I don’t mind sometimes being to the back, but it’s mentally draining to
always be the last person, and a decent amount of that time alone. Ryan
would often drop back for a bit, but in general our team was just a bit
spread out. There was also no talking, except about directions really,
or reminders to eat or drink. That again was tough mentally, as it left
you plenty of time to reflect on the pain, frustration, and little
things you wish were different. Finally, when we got way spread out
going up to CP5 I stopped the boys and, already frustrated, told them
it wasn’t working for me, that I was tired of constantly having to
either ask them to slow up so that we’d stay together better, or call
out to find them at all. The other problem was that we weren’t
communicating well — I was not keeping as up with the map as I should,
and they weren’t relaying information as much as they should. I told
them that if I had to keep always asking to slow down, or calling out
to find them, I would soon be done, as it wasn’t fun for me nor was it
why I race. They appologized, and said it was tough to pay attention to
all of it, but that they’d try. And we contined back down that hill.
While many teams recrossed the damn towards CP4 at this point, we saw a
dirt road that saved us scramblind down the tall, rocky damn face. This
brought us head of about 3 teams we were near. Mostly jogging, and some
walking, we made it to CP6, which was the rapel. As a rapel, it was
mostly a formality. Not super tall (someone said 60-85 ft), nothing too
spectacular to see, and just walking down the rock (no free hanging
section). Quickly through it, we continued to CP7. Here our
navigational issues started cropping up. There was going to need to be
some more bushwacking, and we were basing how far on crossing a 4×4
trail and then higher up finding a Railroad grade which the CP would be
on. We also knew that from CP6 it should be pretty much south.

We
pick a spot to start scrambling up the mountain (luckily it was less
scratchy stuff — or at least my long pants made it feel that way). We
crossed a few areas that might have been trails, but nothing we were
sure would appear on this map. Here I remembered something Teddy (of
Big Bear AR) said before the race. He mentioned how they were noticing
tons of off-shoots not on the map, which makes sense in a logging area.
The roads are constantly changing, and an altimeter is going to be key.
Here I was wishing for an altimeter, as we finally came to a road that
looked like it would be on the map. Now, was it the 4×4 trail
(supposedly single track) or the RR grade (wider, flat)? Without an
altimeter, it was hard to know. So we took it. Yet soon I felt we were
going too far east. How could we tell? Here I had a nav idea (rare for
me) and took a bearing to a mountain. We knew what mountain it was as
we could also still see the rapel point. The bearing to it was at this
point just about exactly what it should be for CP7! Yet we saw nothing.
After some debate, it was decided to continue on the trail we were on.
Howeve, we continued for too long. We should have remembered also that
the bearing mean we should be close. I think the main problem with our
nav was the lack of compass use. I used mine a few times, but don’t
think Zach did much, and am not sure about Ryan. I think Zach (and as a
result the team, as we could have spoken up) relied way too much on the
way the roads should go, as based off the map. I didn’t even see how
big of an issue this really was until between CPs 11 and 12 some hours
later, when I realized I could find simliar bends in tons of roads, as
well as earlier and later on the right road. However, that comes later
in this story. We finally turn back, and find CP7. The person manning
it had seen us go by, saw us check maps and discuss if we were on the
right road, and continue. At that time, the 7th place team was with
him. But the time we got there, we were down in 12th! Yet CP8 was
rightalong that same road, and was also ACP2, where we’d pick up our
bikes. So down the road we continued.

By the time we arrived I
was already a bit upset. I still felt Zach was constantly walking ahead
of me, or me and Ryan at times. I didn’t feel there was much team
effort going in, and was starting to feel not part of a team. That’s
never a good sign that early in an AR! It was still light out! CP8, and
on our bikes, we head out again. Again using bends in the roads throws
us off at CP9, as we pick a hill too soon to start looking, as it had
the same kinds of turns before it. We find the point, and end up
meeting up with another team here (I believe My Three Dads, if that is
really the name of Jeff and Michael’s team). They have their own issue
when we all reach CP9: they can’t find their passport. We have ours,
get it punched, and continue. Here was a big low. We head out to 10,
which is (it turns out) and out and back. However, I don’t know this,
and am not sure if we are yet on the road to 10 or still have turns
before it. It’s now definitely dark, and we are biking up a dirt road.
We start getting spread out, and Ryan asks how I’m doing. Good, I say,
but this pace is about all I can do. And we continue. I don’t ask for
tow, but one is also not offered, and the boys continue up the hill,
around a bend, and out of site. I pedal a bit longer, and then just
stop, completely frustrated. I can’t see them, don’t know for sure
where I am headed, and it’s just like that trek issue all over again.
As I’m stopped and just standing on the trail, the team we’d just seen
comes by. They ask if I’m ok, and clearly I’m not. They ask where my
team is, and I don’t know. So they tell me to just bike with them, and
enjoy the ride (as I know them, and they know that I like AR for the
fun aspect). I continue with them, behind a few of them. As those in
front of me turn a corner I hear one of the boys on my team say “Kylie?
Where were you?” and the person answer that he wasn’t me, but that I
was with them. I get up there and just tell the boys what I’m thinking.
About being tired of being dropped. About being tired of Zach always
staying ahead. About not having fun, about not feeling I’m on a team,
about how another team was nice enough to make sure I was ok, and bring
me into their group. About being done with the race (not all such nice
words were used, either). They say sorry, and that I need to say
something. To which I say I did, on the trek. That it was exactly what
I was talking about there. Zach replies that things have changed and we
are on bikes now, he didn’t know. And I (very sarcastically) respond
“oh right! I forgot! I *like* biking up hills in the dark by myself
when I’m not sure where I’m going!” He replied that he is also sick of
my sh**, and soon that he is also done. Ryan sorta stands there during
this, and I felt sorry for him. Yes, he was doing a decent job of
making sure things were going ok for me, but if one person gives me a
non-team feeling, it can carry unless it is stopped. We end up just
continuing, as there is nothing else we could really do at this point.

CP11
passes fairly uneventfully (with us and the other team still basically
together), and we proceed to CP12. Here our nav by road turns bit us
badly. We found one intersection, and continued on our merry way,
missing a sharp turn. However, we went a good 5-8 miles out of the way.
On paved roads, but still climbing a lot. We finally figured it out
when another team passed us, and said that CP12 was about 5 miles back,
and up a hill. And I have a hard time eating on the bike. Although I
did ok, that was way too bug of an energy drain for me. We ended up
figuring out that we were one road west on the map of where we wanted
to be (with the help of some nicely drunk campers), and that going back
down and to the right road was the best way. We went back, and climbed
and climbed and climbed up to 12. Part of the time I was towed, parts I
just rode. We reached 12, and continued. We came to a stream, and Zach
tried to ride it. It didn’t work, and he ended up with wet feet. But
was across. Ryan walked his bike across on some slippery rocks, and
made it. He turned to come back and help me with my bike, but in the
process he slipped, ending up with wet shoes and a wet glove. So he
ended up just giving me a piggyback across, while walking my bike. It
takes me longest to get warm of the 3 of us, and I get cold the
easiest, but it still would have been nice if we were all more dry. We
missed another turn, and as a result got to cross, and then recross,
another creek. This one had a fairly flat path through, and wasn’t
quite as deep, so we just rode it. Of course, this also means that now
all our feet were soaked.

We soon hit the main road, which
we’d follow to CP13. Keep in mind that it is now definitely dark
(around 11 at night) and we are at 5000 ft. It was around 35 degrees
out, and that was before windchill. On the bikes, it was a paved
section where we were going to drop down to 4200 feet. Add in the wind
of our bikes flying down the hill, and the wet shoes, and our feet were
numb! Passing through ACP3/CP14 (and not checking in), we drop our
bikes, and climb out to CP13, on a hill behind the ACP. We figure out
where it is, and when almost there Zach realizes the map, and our
passport, are gone. They came unclipped from around his neck, and only
the string remains. He and Ryan run off, retracing steps to find them,
and having me wait since they can climb faster. Somehow, they found the
maps and passport laying under a bush, and we get CP13 and proceed back
to CP14/ACP3, checking in, and then checking out and continuing on our
way to CP15/ACP3B.

At CP15/ACP3B, we were to drop our bikes
and any bike gear we wanted, and then continue on our way. We could
pick up no gear, and we could not have contact with our crew guy (as he
should have shown up after we were gone). However, to save a shoe
change, we had biked there in our trekking shoes (as we’d be continuing
with a trek, or so we though). This ended up going not great, as I
found that my foot which had been rolled some time before got lots more
stress on it trying to pedal without the stiff-soled bike shoe, and
that all the pressure was right along the injury. So I ended up walking
sections there, hoping not to set off my foot. At CP15/ACP3B, we found
we were far enough behind that we had a short course option: we could
hit as many or as few of the trekking CPs as we wanted (16-21), and
then a bike pick up with no crew assistance at 22, and bike to 24. We
could even just bike straight to CP24, which was also ACP4, and along
that same main road. Tired, and mentally done with the race, our team
opted to go straight to ACP4/CP24.

We dropped a bit more
elevation, and then started climbing, and kept climbing. Mentally not
into the race, and over the whole idea of being our fastest, combined
with not getting in enough cals on the bike in the previous section, I
just couldn’t climb all of it. Ryan towed me for a while, but even that
soon didn’t work, as my legs just didn’t want to pedal. I had to walk
some, and zoned out while doing so, going through motions but not
really there. This was probably my personal low point physically in the
race. We climb and climb, and soon Zach turns. “Do you guys even plan
to finish this?” he askes. Yes, we answer. “When? Noon tomorrow? We are
walking a f***ing paved road!”. “I’m trying my best” I say (not quite
true, and I knew it, but it was the best that I could give to that
team, as the fire and mental drive to get to 110% was completely out,
and I was already debating ever racing with Zach again). He repeats how
it is a paved road, and goes on to say how I said I know how to do AR,
and how I’ve done 24 hour races, and I’m not as good at them as I claim
to be (I’ve never claimed that, I’ve just told him I’ve finished ones
that were tough for me, and that I just keep going). He asked if I knew
what I was getting into when I signed up for this race. I’ve never
before had a teammate make a low worse, or ever in AR been told things
like that. All other people I’ve talked to have encouraged me, and
non-AR people have found interest in it just from my stories, and the
enthusiasm I get from races. Here I knew: I would never race with Zach
again. Including PQ2006. And I became glad I learned this in a 24 hour
race, instead of a 5-10 day one. This was about 15 hours into a race,
and yes, we were tired, and not moving as fast as we’d like. Yes, I was
contributing to that speed. However, so did our nav errors. Looking
back, it’s almost as if he took all the frustration from the race not
going perfectly, and made it all my fault in his head, and took it all
out on me. Yes, I contributed by not being as strong a racer as he
thought I could be, but lots of factors had drained my strength that
day. Right after this, I tell Ryan let’s try again, and we climb on the
bikes, but Zach doesn’t, as he can see transition around the corner,
and says we might as well walk it in since that’s what we’ve been doing
anyways. We get there, and the person we check in with can tell we are
not doing well, and I tell him that apparently I’m not good enough for
some people on the team. And yes, I shouldn’t have said anything, but
after that I didn’t care about other people knowing the issues within
our team. I was completely over the race.

Walking into ACP4,
Donny (of Big Bear, who was crewing, and who I raced Baja with) was
near the entrance. I stop at him, and give him a huge hug, telling him
what is going on and being very upset, hurt, and drained. He tells me
to keep strong, that I can do it, and talking to him makes me know I
will finish this race. I will keep going, until either timed-out or
done. I don’t care how many points we skip on our way to the final CP,
but I will get there. Even if other teammates decide it isn’t worth it,
I will continue unranked. It is a race, and people say things they
don’t mean (Donny was great and talked to me again after the race,
emphasizing how it means not that someone is a bad person, but can mean
you should never race with them again — thanks Donny). I get to our
crew spot, and just stand there with my bike. Ryan’s dad ends up taking
it, and soon tells me to come sit down. So I do. Ryan says maybe we
should grab a 25 minute nap. I have no opinion on it, either way works
for me. We end up taking on, and it ends up taking about 2 hours. But
we finally get up and back on the road: on our feet looking for CP25.

We
never did find it, and 1.5 hours later give up, go back through CP24 to
the main road, which we know will take us to CP26. Getting there is
uneventful, and we are told from there we can do whatever we want. We
can hit every remaining point, or even just continue down the same road
straight for the finish. So we skip 27, 28, and 29 (offroad mtb
section) and head to 30, where we skip 31,32, and 33 (a small mtb
loop). We hit point 34 (on the main road) where we drop our bikes, trek
through 35 (simply because getting or skipping it would be about the
same distance and time, and to 36 (again on the main road) where we get
our bikes back. From there, it’s just straight on the road to the
finish, and after passing the turn into it (it was hard to see) we made
it. We were done.

Having left my car (with both kayaks) at the
start, Charlie and I soon drove up to get them. I figured it would be
easier then than waiting til the adrenaline wore off, and didn’t really
want to sit around with the team quite yet. So we got it (it took about
1-1.5 hours total to get to it and then to return). We ate food, I won
a shirt at the raffle, and we sorted gear and got the cars repacked.
The good thing about having driven was that I changed my route home,
going through Claremont (and ended up crashing there that night). It
meant I didn’t get to head back with my teammates, which was ok as I
really needed some time to sort thoughts and really be calm before
talking to Zach. It also worked out well as Rich needed to get to the
same area, so I still had company for the ride home, helping me stay
awake and even driving one section. By doing this, I got to people who
I needed to be around after such a mentally tough weekend — Mike
cooked pasta for us all, and I got to be with him, Holly, and Jeremy.
Good soothing medicine.

Lessons learned:

  1. Get better at eating on the bike.
  2. I do best with a team that is focused, but still chats and enjoys the journey.
  3. Words of race reasons won’t always match actions. Only way to learn
    that is to race with someone, and then move on if it is time to do so.
    A great training partner might be an awful race teammate. I’m there for
    the race as an experience, not the winning and being the best as the
    experience (although they can be a nice bonus).
  4. Sacrifice
    races that look cool if there is a chance you’ll be left with a bad
    taste in your mouth. I will not be racing PQ 2006 with that team, as no
    matter how cool the race might be, it just wouldn’t be worth it. This
    was a tough decision, no matter how clear it seems on the mountain.
  5. Improve nav, to have a better idea when I think we are on the wrong
    path which wrong path it is, so that I can give more help with
    navigation and also give my ideas with more confidence.
  6. Altimeters are good!
  7. I have the best support in my friends and family, and people who don’t know me can just be wrong.

In
our race bags there were Lance-style bracelets that say “It’s the
Journey”. I found it rather fitting, especially after the race. It is
why I am there. Yes, going fast is good, and I would love to get faster
and I work on doing so. But it’s not my only or primary goal. A good
time, an experience that makes me grin. That is why I’m there.

“I travel not to go anywhere, but to go. I travel for travel’s sake. The great affair is to move.” Robert Louis Stevenson (my quote of the day for Sunday… very apropriate)

SVS Finals version Ky

Thursday, October 27th, 2005

Brandon (TdB) did a great writeup of this race, but here are some of my memories of the race with Brandon, Alfred, and Randy: Team UTM in a Haystack.

Friday morning I got up, finished the last few bits of packing, and was about ready to go. I headed out, the car ready with waterbottles, snacks, and CDs for the 4-5 hour drive. Interestingly enough, the radio station I often listen to in LA seems to be the same in the Bakersfield area (at least, same kind of music and similar catch phrase, although different name), so I ended up only needing CDs in the Grapevine and closer to the race itself. One of my favorite parts of races is the drive there. I’m packed, I’m going, most little last minute tasks and worries I just have to let go of. And I get to drive through some crazy areas. This time was all roads I have driven before, but for some reason I put a mountain bike in my car and each hill I see turns into paths and descents and fun.

I made it to the race site around 3:30 or 4 in the afternoon, spoke to a few other early arrivers, and just relaxed til the rest of the team got there and it was time for organizing gear, plotting a course, and all other last minute bits. The map seemed pretty straight forward — huh, looks a bit shorter than the website said it should be (that should have been hint #1 for us). And it’s a pretty clear circle (that should have been hint #2). We picked our direction for the trek and bike loops, based on where Brandon and Alfred had ridden before. Proud of our clean route, we guestimated time for the course and packed food and water accordingly — we figured probably around 7 hours of trekking, and then we’d be back to refill.

Ready to go, I grabbed a quick nap and got up around 12:10 to head to the meeting at 12:30. There we heard the same reminders about rules, course, etc. Oh, and were showed another checkpoint for the trek. At least, sorta shown… it was “somewhere in a canyon… you’ll see it”. So basically we’d get to walk the whole canyon looking. The canyon was about 1.5k long, so depending on how narrow/tricky it was, that might get interesting… Oh, and the final race announcement 10 minutes before start? “Who is planning to get CP TT first?” Many of us raised our hands. “Ok, now you all are. That’s going to be the first point.” Ok, so maybe there was order to some of the race… we still weren’t too concerned, as that was close to the start and still made either direction on the loop an easy option.

Ten minutes later, we were off at a jog. Near the back of the pack, but that was ok — we knew were were not a running team. And even at that pace I could tell my foot (sprained about 2 weeks prior) was not going to be too happy with this terrain. We made it up the hill to CP TT, and Randy ran over to grab the punch as Brandon and Alfred and I waited a bit away from the crowd. We hear Randy: “Uh… Brandon? Can you come here?” and we know — this isn’t just a normal CP. Turns out, this CP directed us to another surprise CP not on our map. However, instead of a relatively close one, this one was the complete other side of the map. Oh, and you can’t grab any other CPs on your way (although we’d pass by a number of them). We set off, soon leaving the trails for some very easy bushwacking. Very easy, that is, if my foot had been willing to cooperate and accept weight without throwing a tantrum. Yes, this was probably the hardest leg of the race for me. There were sections that were banked, and I hadn’t yet figured out that straight up or down or sloping to the right was ok, so I ended up walking a number of sections sloped to the left. In fact, there were tears building in my eyes just from the pain of walking! Part of me felt like I couldn’t do it… that I wouldn’t be able to finish. However, one “cool” thing about AR is that you can’t always just stop… you have to get to somewhere that lets you stop. We weren’t even near such a spot, and I was still alive, so I just kept moving (another AR rule — keep moving forward, even if slowly). After what seemed to be ages (I still have no idea how long or far it really was) we reached the CP. Brandon did some tape magic, and my foot seemed ok and we continued up over a hill to our next (again designated) point. Oh, here is where they were going to get all that mileage that appeared to be missing — mystery points and making us go between points we wouldn’t have choosen to connect!

A man and his kids punched our passport at the next point, and from there (the middle of our nice clean circle course) we were told to go where we wanted. We continued, although with a bit of a detour based on a distance mis-gage, and then proceeded to get a number more points. This was accompanied by calls of “haystacks” “hay” and “stacks”, as well as Brandon making friends with a flashing metal post some miles away and talking to it with his headlamp. In the process of some of the downhills though, Alfred’s knees, not used to such terrain, decided it was their turn to make walking painful. He sucked it up though and just kept moving forward! Soon we ran into Team Cyclepath. After talking to them, we ended up joining forces and proceeded to some of the trickier points (the canyon one, and then what they knew was a “road block” point where 3 more mystery points would be added to our maps). Those two have some crazy stories, and an awesome attitude! However, since the course was, well, just a bit longer than we had originally planned for, we ran into a few water issues, but seemed to be ok (although wouldn’t be for too long) on food. But our superteam pooled its resources, gathered up the rest of the trekking points, and we got everyone back to the transition area.

Here there was a double edged sword: taking shoes off, but also having to put on a new pair. We were late enough that we could pick biking or kayaking, and giving the number of CPs we could get on the kayak compared to the bike, we chose to head to the bikes first. It felt soooo good to get out of the shoes we’d be trekking in for the last 10 or 11 hours, and get clean socks. Yet at the same time I found a number of blisters, combined with my swollen sprained left foot, had decided bike shoes shouldn’t work. And of course, I have the kind that you can’t open really wide — you have to slide your heel in at the end. After some effort and colorful language to express my feelings on the situation, I got my shoe on! Wooo for the little triumphs! Soon we were off on the bike, two wheels each that fixed Alfred’s knees and got my foot not hurting and just left with blister pain. We headed out, planning to just get one CP and see how we feel from there. We felt ok… and knowing one section would be a pain (from our experiences there while trekking) we decided to skip those 2 points, as well as 2 others that were just monster climbing, and we did our own shortened bike loop. Here was Randy’s low, as he hadn’t fueled well for it. But again, our team just kept moving forward, getting the job done. Oh, and Brandon kicked some serious ass! While Alfred’s sore knee solution was to just never walk and to make it up everything on his bike (animal!) I wasn’t quite strong enough for that, and more than one of those hills brought me to my feet. Added bonus is now I got to trek them *with* my bike. But Brandon’s superstrength helped move the team forward as he’d come back and grab my bike after getting his to the top of the hill, or would hook a bungie to our bikes so that he could help pull mine up. Damn he’s good! :-)

Anyways, we completed the bike loop, and I knew that once the shoes were off they wouldn’t go back on, and as a team we felt those 14 hours were a great workout, wonderful experience together, and a full race. So we pretended the kayak’s didn’t exist, crossed the finish line, and relaxed through the awards, raffle and BBQ. Also spoke with other teams, suchs as Trifecta (who were at the Baja race as well) and Ross from Team Engine (who had volunteered), and of course Bob (from my eCamps team) and John (also from my eCamp team). An awesome race, great teammates, and just a generally fun weekend!

Then the cleanup parts — my bike got a bath, and the car repacked. I planned to nap, but was too wired so just started driving home at 7. Uh… worked out ok, but is never a great idea. I mean, I drove up all day Friday (after packing for a decent number of hours that night), raced all day Saturday, and still hadn’t slept. I knew I would get tired once on the road, so I had accepted a nap part way home. I tend to want to just get home. So a few hours down the road, a nap in a gas station parking lot (set an alarm, a jacket over my head, and was OUT) and a refueling and back on the road. The last 50 miles I was a bit too sleepy, but was so close I could taste home! And I made it, and spent Sunday catching up on sleeping and laziness.

In summary…

  • An awesome race. I hope to do more of the SVS series next year!
  • Throwing some peppermints in a backpack pocket makes for a great quick pick-me-up and freshener on the trail
  • I would race with these guys any day — PQ 2007? ;-)

very late update

Monday, October 24th, 2005

Ok, so I’m a slacker. Not much to report from the last week (lots for the last weekends though). So this is the first post of weekendy-goodness on the Mock Race at Lake Morena Oct 15th.

I got to the site late Friday and camped out next to more racers: Barrie, Steve, Jake, Angie, and some new faces. Good chat around the campfire, and we checked out the course for the next day. Looked to be some challenging bike sections, but like nav wouldn’t be too bad. Oh, wouldn’t be too bad after we learned that one CP was off by 1k. We didn’t have to climb up to the highest tree and touch it — at a point in the middle of the lake! We had to do so at a point with a nice big hill.

The next morning I met the prospective Primal Quest teammates: Clint, Zach, and Dave. They were all pretty easy going, and we got our transition set up. It was a nice casual format of “start when you want, but check out and we’ll compare total times on sections later”. So we headed out at 10:07 — a quick jog of the park area to grab 3 CPs, and then off on our bikes.

Wow talk about some sand! Oh, and some bikers (not with the mock race) coming down one section asked why we were going up it, as it is known as an awesome descent (which often means not so great for climbing up)… especially since we were about the 11th group they’d seen heading up that day. Grabbed a few more CPs, and hit a fun downhill section. Some technical bits, an a few bigger drops that I conquered! We then took some blazing fast road back to the TA, where we dropped the bikes and headed out for a windy paddle!

2 of the kayak CPs involved getting out and hiking up to a CP, and one was a bouy. I paddled in my double kayak with Dave, which was good since he was the quietest and it gave me a chance to get a better feeling for him as a teammate. Oddly enough, just about all the real bushwacking in this race was on the kayak section!

Damp and fairly cold with all the winds, we made it back to TA again, pulled on trekking shoes, and were off on the final leg: about 5 miles of hiking, but with a nice climb required (as there was no going back the way we came, and then around the mountain). Some very nice trails though, and I finally got to see part of Pacific Coast Trail! So that was cool.

We finished in 6 hrs, 48 minutes. Not the fastest time, but we were happy with it. We also learned what we need to work on: a big one will be ways to make the team faster, instead of waiting on the slower person for a section. Another will be nutrition strategies. But we found that we had fun, which is the important part. So although I still have some doubts just about the amount of experience we have for a race of this length… it looks like I’m going to PQ with ‘em! Should be an experience ;-)

Once Upon a Time in Mexico

Tuesday, September 20th, 2005

This was definitely the hardest race I’ve ever done. Although I guess
muscles might have been more sore during IMAZ, this race went longer
and at times it was mentally tough to just figure out what to do next.
However, the racing buddies were awesome!!

Friday
Dave and Donny of Big Bear Adventure Racing picked me up and down into
Baja we went. Having never been to Mexico, that part was a big part of
the experience for me. It really was amazing how close and yet how
different it was. It was almost as though even the terrain knew the
difference, as the Mexico side of the border fence and that on the US
side were slightly different in color and vegetation density. It was
also an interesting contrast to see the road border patrol on Mexico’s
side used as compared to that used by US border patrol — one looked
like two side by side hiking trails, and the other looked almost like
dust-colored pavement. Also during the drive we discussed strategies
and began planning what little bits of the race we could. However, we
knew that most of that planning would have to be done after we got the
maps and race details that night. We drove all the way down past
Ensenada and arrived at our campground — a little point overlooking
the Pacific. Gorgeous!

That night we got our map, plotted our
course and packed our gear. We hit a few hitches in this — for one,
the maps weren’t waterproof and we had forgotten contact paper. Luckily
another team gave us some. Course selected, we climbed into sleeping
bags and slept (or tried to) until the 5:30 am firework alarm woke us.
We got up, pulled on wetsuits, and grabbed the single pack we were
carrying for the first section: aquaterra. By going up and over a
ridge, we ended up at a nice little bay that had relatively easy
access. We climbed down and into some shockingly cold water, and set
off swimming about 1k. As I stepped into the water, a wave pulled one
of the rocks I was on loose, and I twisted my knee a bit. Once in the
cold water, I forgot all about it. Checkpoint reached, it was onto land
for a 1k jog through cactus and brush on a small trail to a cove where
we found inflatable (but not inflated) boats. Pumped the boat, climbed
in, and off we went. Here we realized another mistake — we hadn’t
carried any paddles. Although the race was providing some, it turned
out to be only 2, and that they had sent out an update Thursday night
(which we missed) saying that using your own paddles as well would be
allowed. Learning of this on Friday, we should have called Paul who
hadn’t left yet and gotten some from him, but we didn’t think of this
until after the fact. So our paddle was slow, and as the boys paddled I
fed them, and made sure they were drinking, and secured our gear (to
the boat and myself). After a huge wave threw us as we entered, we swam
our way into shore, deflated the boat, and made our way up into the
transition area above — one of the last few teams off the water.

Wetsuits
off, trekking clothes on. Grab a pack. Put on shoes. Don’t forget to
get your maditory gear from the aqua pack! Squirt sunscreen in your
hand and put it on as heading out on the dirt road. Another check point
reached, and it was time for the creeks of poison oak — a section
highlighted on our maps and that we were warned about. Although there
was a choice of going around the area, going through looked to be by
far the easiest path, so we did. Much rock climbing and bushwacking
later, we found a well-used path in the area where we thought CP3
should be. During this, Donny, who has blown out his achilles a few
times, started to have some foot issues. He sucked it up though, and we
kept going. Here we made our next major nav error — we second guessed
ourselves. We had marked that the CP elevation should be around 550
meters, but decided on the ridge that it might be 450 instead, headed
right, and for about 2.5 hours looked for a checkpoint with a number of
other teams. Finally we took that same path up out of the area, after
no teams seemed to have spotted it, and after a false-cow alert –
white cows can sure look like CP signs! We passed the spot where we had
found this path, and within about 5 minutes hit CP3. We should have
gone left! It’s elevation was about 580 meters… our initial thought
had been correct. Oh well… gotta keep moving. We passed another team
as we climbed down some trail and some creek bed, and shared a
rattlesnake experience with them. Here I realized my knee definitely
twisted a bit more than I thought — for parts of the downhill I felt
like it would barely support my weight. As we climbed down rocks, and
slid down sections of hills, I just focused on keeping moving, and
perhaps using some duct tape on it once we got to the transition.
Through some barbed wire, and we were into the transition area, in 7th
place! CP3 was giving lots of teams some trouble, and we went for a
fast transition to keep our advantage.

With the help of Karen
and Paul, we were back out on the road quickly, and flying down it. On
the bike, both Donny’s ankle and my knee felt much better! But then it
was time for another nav error! We had “12k” marked on the map, and
thought it was for the stretch of road we were on. When we reached the
ocean, we realized it had been for the whole stretch to the CP, and
that we had missed a turn. Not sure how far back we had missed it, it
took us another hour and more spent energy to get back on course. This
meant that we reached the CP just as it was getting dark. And next was
the hike-a-bike section… which was supposedly 4k.

Some of the
volunteers made sure we found the right trail, and soon instead of our
bikes carrying us, we were carrying them. Headlamps on, as it was now
dark. We ended up on a wrong fork of the trail, and were almost not
able to backtrack. We realized our transition might have been a bit too
fast — although we got our bikes and bike gear, we forgot the
magnifier and glasses for Dave, our navigator! So in the dark it took
strong headlamps and some help from Donny and myself for Dave to read
the map. We made it back to the path though, and ended up climbing up
and up and up with the bikes. Dave was the hero of the day here — he
would hike his bike up a ways, come back and help me. There were
sections I would have had a hard time just hiking! Not to mention the
number of cacti lining all the trails. Oh, and Donny’s ankle was not
too happy with more climbing uphill. After this section, I love Stan’s
(the tubeless system I put on my bike). There were a few times a tire
and cactus met, and we’d hear the “pssssssss” of air rushing out of the
tire. But spin the tire, and the sound stopped! At the end of the
section, only one out of our six tires needed air, and none needed any
repairs!

Anyways, we climbed up, and found no checkpoint. We
were a bit too far south! So back onto the trail. Dave scouting ahead
and keep us on track, Donny fighting with his foot, and me just keeping
moving. Finally we saw headlamps! It was CP5! One ridge over… if we
could make it up it. But there weren’t too many choices. Donny’s ankle
was to the point that he could barely walk, but somehow he was going to
have to hike his way out of the hike-a-bike. So we pressed on, almost
out of water. Reached the CP around 1:30am, and were assured it was
only a little ways further to the road, and that about 50% would be
rideable! As we continued, the fog rolled in… And I don’t mean just
any fog, but fog so thick I could barely see Dave in front of me! Which
meant that all this terrain that we hadn’t seen behind the ridge, and
that we were now passing through, would remain a closed book. Dave
showed some awesome nav skills here — using a bearing and some
scouting ahead, as well as helping with all the bikes, he lead us right
to the road! It may have taken about 4 hours, but we made it! He also
did an awesome job motivating us through it, and keeping the team
going. Donny pretty much checked out for a while — asking us things
like if the CP was around the next corner, or if we were almost to the
final point. Although we told him we weren’t even heading for a CP, but
just a road, he was convinced we were almost there… It was definitely
our team lowpoint, and Dave did a great job keeping us going and sane.

We
hit the road right as it got lighter, and the first rays of light
brought us a better outlook. Donny came back to reality, and my knee
had been pretty good on the climb down (using the bike to break and
steady myself had really helped). Down the road, we headed back to TA 1
where we had exited the water, and where they had water for us. A
number of teams were at TA1 having never found CP3 and having hiked
their way back. They and the volunteers helped us refill water bottles,
gave us some anti-inflamatory stuff for my knee and Donny’s ankle, and
helped motivate us to keep going. A quick radio check with Karen and
Paul informed us that we’d still get points in the series if we took
the short course (as a CP was being cut out, saving us about 5-10k and
300meters of climbing). Antonio, the race director, told us we could do
it… that the climb wasn’t that bad, and that we’d be on dirt roads
the whole way. Back on our bikes, and Donny helped tow me up. And I
walked up parts, again helped by Dave. We kept moving forward… and
that was what mattered. Finally, the peak of the last major climb
(except for the one taking us over the hill by our camp). A great
downhill section, cruising along and just relaxing and enjoying the
ride. Then the really final climb, and our whole team rode the whole
thing (thanks to Donny helping me)! It was a great feeling, and we then
had another fun descent into camp! Down the hill, and into the finish
area! We had made it!!

Just over 26 hours after starting, we
were the 8th or 9th team to complete the course, and only 8 or 9 ended
up completing it. It had been tough, and got the best of some really
good teams. With our first time navigator, and our first time working
as a team, we made some mistakes, but overall were happy with how we
did, and with our perseverence and just finishing the thing! The
volunteers along this course were great, and the experience of racing
in another country amazing. There were teams near us on the trek which
mostly only spoke Spanish, and our team knew very few words. Yet we had
a bond — we were all attacking this beast of a course. Antonio is
definitely a director we love to hate — his course was tough, but we
proved to ourselves we could do it. And like he said, we wouldn’t have
wanted an easy time out there, or we’d be doing triathlons ;-)

Made
it home, soaked lots of gear in Simple Green to remove poison oak, and
did many loads of laundry. I also washed a really dirty bike with the
help of Sonja. Iced my knee, and although it is still sore it’s not
feeling horrible. Also cleaned many blisters on my feet, which weren’t
used to hiking in bike shoes. I think I might be immune to poison oak
– like after climbing in it during the Big Blue race, I (so far) don’t
have any spots of it. And slept. It was a tough weekend. But the
feeling of accomplishment at the end really makes it all worth it. I
hope I get to race with those guys again, as through it all it was
still fun, and they were like wonderful big brothers. We went through
some hell, but it brought us together.

just keep swimmin'…

Tuesday, September 13th, 2005

Memories of eCamp

* 2.5 hours of sleep once the map was ready the night before
* headlamps glowing in cold morning air as we wait for the start
* stepping backwards off an 85′ rock with my life in the hands of the ropes and Luke who set them
* the view of the lake as the sun finished rising
* the joys of gummies — bears, sour worms, and sharkies!
* wiping out on the mtn bike on a trail I really like
* learning to trust the person in front of me and adapt to his style as needed
* kayaking in wind, weather changing the course
* learning from mistakes — if you had seen a possible route, go back to it instead of looking for an easy way ahead
* a map is not always what it seems
* water crossings aren’t that bad
* peeing anywhere, anytime
* riding up loose surfaces in the dark, riding down crazy rocks in the dark, and hiking back up when it was the wrong way — 500′ of vertical error makes for a good pre-hike hike
* a light burning out, a rocky road, and a mountain bike don’t equal death
* nav while climbing up a mountain (10,000′ of mountain) fullsped ahead is HARD! But at least this climb was without the bike
* just keep swimmin’ — Dora knows! Even if this was on a mountain…
* 3 minute naps in the middle of the trail
* space blanket training and their warmth, and piles of spooning folks on top of a mountain
* sliding down a trail, calling out “ROCK!” to give people time to hope they don’t get hit
* my baby toe trying to grow a new toe
* finishing with new knowledge and bonds of friendship
* being too tired to even get in the sleeping bag and using it as a blanket

So yeah, an awesome weekend. Left me tired, but ready for the race in a few days ;-)

*deep breath*

Wednesday, August 10th, 2005

Soooooo…

my cast is gone! I now have 2 hands!

In celebration, I volunteered a 24 Hr race at Catalina last weekend. It was awesome. I wasn’t planning to do it, but they were definitely short on people, so I said ok. Ended up getting to spend time in the ocean in a speed boat as racers kayaked 26 miles (yes, 26 MILES) to Catalina. Then helped set up the main transition and finish area, and then was a checkpoint on a secluded beach (formerly “Ripper’s Cove”, now known as “Kylie’s Beach”). There was one patch of shade on my beach — about 2ft. by 2ft, and
created by a sparse bush. So it wasn’t even completely shady. I had
sunscreen on, and reapplied it many times, but the ocean was tempting,
and with the swimming in it and the napping by its side, there was
still some burning done. Especially where the cast had been… I forgot
it hadn’t seen sun in about 7 weeks… oops!

Anyways, I napped, ran, swam and floated all day while waiting for teams. Only 7 teams (of about 20) ever made it past that point — the rest were short-coursed. Then there was miscommunication on who was supposed to pick me up (around 7) but at 10:30 they realized I was still out there… (no cell coverage or radio coverage). So I made it back.

More speedboad time the next day. Also time with many cool AR people — Rich, Paul, Karen, Eric, Amanda, Susan, etc. So that was good.

Then yesterday my car died (compressor exploded… really… it blew off it’s bottom). And since it was in two names at purchase, and one name later taken off, there are issues with getting it covered under the warranty. It’s a 2004 Honda CRV and perfectly maintained, and it looks like that is now worked out, which is good ’cause I was a stress case! And now I’m breathing again ;-)

I need to run later today, and should get my bike fixed now that I could ride again :-) and soon a pool trip is in order! I love having thumbs!

oooh oooh! I wanna do it….

Thursday, August 4th, 2005

Posted this in my other blog and thought it appropriate here as well…

So I just emailed an adventure racing veteran I know who has seen me
race (so knows roughly where I’m at) and asked about if he thought I’d
be able to do…..

Primal Quest 2006

AND HE SAID YES!!!! So now I’m looking for teammates…

quick facts:
Date: June 25 – July 4, 2006
Location: Mountain States Region
(AZ, CO, ID, MT, NM, UT, WY)
Length: ˜600km – 5 to 10 days
Disciplines:
Trekking, mountaineering, horseback riding, canyoneering, mountain
biking, whitewater swimming, paddling, and day/night navigation
Prize Money: $250,000 US

Gotta love races that give location by region of the US (instead of city and state) and time in days (instead of hours)…

In other news, my hair smells like grape candy. It must be Thursday.

Tales of My First Adventure Race

Monday, June 13th, 2005

Big Blue 24 Santa Monica Mountains Race Report

The short version: It rocked for 25:15 hours, for a finish of 25:45.

The long version (yes, very long):
I come from a running, then a tri background. Erich works at REI and
comes from a running and climbing and hiking background. I met him at
the climbing gym. He had on a running race t-shirt, so I asked if he
had done it. We got talking about races, and he mentioned having done
some tris and wanting to do more. Since I knew of tris in the area, and
he wanted to get into it, we exchanged email addresses. However,
nothing really came of it as the tri I had mentioned was a weekend when
he was going to be gone. Then May 25th I went to an REI adventure
racing clinic in Rancho Cucamonga that was given by Maja, who was with
the Big Blue group. Much of the info I knew, but it definitely made me
want to do another! I had done one sprint one before, but it hadn’t
involved orienteering and had been in inflatable kayaks. And guess who
walked in at the end? Erich… and we talked for a minute and he said
we should try one of the Big Blue races. I agreed, but mentioned I
don’t have a mountain bike. He said he could find bikes, so I said I
was interested. And two weeks later… there were were. Getting ready
for our first adventure race. And what did we, as newbies, pick? A 2-4
hour sprint? A 6-12 hour? Nope. We were going to just jump in without
testing the temperature of the water: the Big Blue 24 Santa Monica.

The weekend started Wednesday night as I packed for the first time. Got
my gear together, a few hours of sleep, and off to work Thursday. Then
Thursday night got to pack again, this time with my teammate, so that
we could be sure we have everything and put it into the truck. We put
cage pedals onto the bike I’d be using, and put all our required gear
into a single plastic bin. The kayak and one bike was added on top of
the truck, and the second bike inside, along with 4 bins of gear-junk
and our paddles and camping gear. It was another night of only a few
hours of sleep, and we met up again and drove out to Leo Carrillo State
Beach in Malibu.

At the race site, got checked in, managed to find people with 2 extra
chem lights (the only mandatory gear we were missing as REI had only
had one pack when we went), and did our gear check in — once again
unpacking and packing bins (luckily we were smart Thursday night and
had put all mandatory gear into one bin, so it was all that we had to
take to the gear check). From there it was off to the certifications:
Erich did the navigational check in, and the kayak entry and exit were
a breeze — the waves were nothing compared to last weekend’s practice!
The race directory Nick (I forget his last name) did our check in and
kayak cert. My new hero, and an awesome guy. More about this later in
this report! All our qualifications filled, we got to pick up a race
info sheet telling us what we would need to pack in what bins.

Then it was time to — yes, you guessed it — pack again! From the race
sheet, we found out that trekking gear and only trekking gear would go
into the bins. And that the gear of one teammate would not go in. Huh
– our first hint of the day to come — there would be sections that
both people wouldn’t do. From that info sheet, we learned that the race
would involve the following order and events:

  • about 5 miles of kayaking to PC1 (ie passport control, or a check in point)
  • about 5 miles trekking (apparently just one teammate, with PC2, and ending at PC3)
  • about 5 miles kayaking to PC4 (also known as Transition Area (aka TA) 1)
  • about 17 miles mountain biking to PC5/TA2
  • about 8 miles of trekking (with PCs 5a, 5b, 5c, and 5d, ending at PC6/TA3)
  • about 26 miles of mountain biking (with PC7, PC8, PC9/TA4, and PC10)
  • about 5 miles of trekking (ending with PC11 and the finish)

Only trekking gear into the bins?? So bike stuff would somehow be set
up with the bikes, and only one person’s gear, but both people’s food
and water… This led to the fun part: course guestimations! All over
the parking lot people were sketching possibilities, and local races
were letting people know what was five miles away, and thus the
probable kayak direction. And there were no two sketches or discussions
the same. And we sat down to, yes, pack the bins. In went food and
water, but leaving out enough to start the day and for the kayak and
first bike section. Gotta pick what gels you want for what, and where
dry clothes will be wanted. Bike lights go on our helmets, but we are
also kayaking in those, so we’d better just have them on or with the
bikes since we don’t want the heavy lights on our heads all day… so
much to decide… and with our little experience it was quite a
guess-fest! However, we somehow managed to decide as we made 11 peanut
butter and honey sandwiches: our basic “real food” for the race, along
with trail mix and bananas. Gels, energy bars, Cytomax, and water were
all ready to go. We somehow decided on a bin plan: food and water into
one, clothes, a towel, and other extra gear into the other.

Then there was a Q&A section with Robyn Benincasa. She had some fun stories to tell, shared adventure racing history, and gave little tips.

After an event BBQ, there was then the race meeting. We got our race
booklets and general info and rules. Wow… were we in for quite a day!
First surprise: there was a drop point by PC1. It would be a buoy
somewhere outside the surf-line (we were given coordinates to it).
There, one person would have to go to shore for the first trekking
section while the other teammate(s) (if any — teams were 1 – 4 people)
would continue kayaking to PC3 where the team would be reunited. This
meant individual kayakers would just go into the shore. However, 2+
person kayaks would just drop a person at the buoy. Looks like there
will be some ocean swimming for one of us! We learned that TA4 would be
a true transition where we would set up our bikes and anything else we
wanted there (and could leave there until after the race). From PC4 to
PC5 would be mostly road biking. PC5, PC6, and PC9 were all the same
spot. PC5a and PC5c would be different after dark, and instead of
“something” there would be a time penalty (so something dangerous after
dark… hmmm). From PC6 through PC9 would be all trail biking (about 13
miles) and then we’d have a final 13 miles on roads. We found out that
from PC9 to PC10 we’d have to carry everything except left over food
and water from your bins, and that at PC10 you could only leave your
bike and anything attached like lights and bike bags. Suddenly the
whole crowd was talking of getting rid of all that is extra in their
bins… until this was cleared up to mean all mandatory trekking,
biking, team, and individual gear. We also learned the cutoff times for
PC6/TA3, PC9/TA4, and PC10, which would start to matter to us — a lot
– come race day.

We made a few last minute changes to the bins and turned them in right
at 5:30. Then we sat down and started plotting. We both placed some of
the points onto our map, double checking each other. We looked at the
areas, figuring out some trail options and looking at pre- and
post-dark strategies for the points that would change, as we figured
we’d be borderline on making it in daylight. Some points seemed a bit
odd, but other teams had the same questions. Like why checkpoint A
changed if it was night or day and when it seemed to be in the middle
of nowhere and just next to the old point. So even though we got the
points much earlier than we expect, there were definitely some
unanswered questions as we climbed into the tent and got what would be
our last sleep before a long, long day. Oh, and we learned we were
sunburned. Next time we have to remember sunscreen is not just for race
day!

We finished packing in the morning, which included figuring out how I
would swim to shore with my pack and with running shoes and the map and
passport and not have it all so wet that I’d get horrible blisters, or
the map would be blurred, or the pack extra heavy. Yet at the same
time, it had to be something I could swim some unknown distance with. I
got to do the first roughly 5 mile trekking part for a few reasons:
although we both wanted to, and Erich is a faster runner, but also a
stronger kayaker. Having never been in a kayak alone, I didn’t want to
learn to do surf entries in the race, since I’d never practiced really
guiding and steering the kayak, as that was Erich’s job in the back of
the boat. My kayaking job was power, setting cadence, and trusting when
he picked to launch. Also, having done some relay races and lots of
distance, we knew my legs would be able to take the run and still be ok
for more miles later. Plus, I’ve done some ocean swimming practice,
including exiting the water. We figured out a system — put my gear in
a big dry bag, including my extra running shoes to keep a pair
definitely dry for all the biking and running later, and have a rope so
I could attach it to my waist and it would trail me through the water.

Race time came about fairly quickly… if you think mass tri swim
starts are crazy check out a mass kayak start in the ocean! Kayakers of
all levels battling waves, capsizing, and flying back towards shore –
sometimes taking out an unaware kayaker entering behind them! And at
the same time watching out for a seal (or maybe sea lion, I’m not sure)
that was on the beach in the edge of the surf. Erich and I made it out
relatively painlessly, making sure we watched the surf for a bit and
planned our timing (which Nick had given us some tips on at the
certifications the day before). Sure, one wave hit on me as we were
waiting, and we had to go through one wave on the way out, but we had
plenty of power and did just fine going through it. Around the large
kelp beds, a bit out to sea, and paddled our way north along the coast.
There was a decent amount of spray, and I probably would have been glad
for waterproof pants during parts, but we made it to the buoy. I left
my water shoes, jumped into the water and unclipped the pack.

In the end, I held the bag with my right arm on the way to shore. The
rope was too tricky in the water. Turns out all those one-arm swimming
drills can be really useful in a race. I’m glad I did — the dry bag
was very buoyant and made it easier to get a breath in waves, and I
could trust it to know what way was up as some fairly large waves
pounded down on me. In fact, the waves were so strong they broke the
back of the helmet of a guy coming in around when I did! But I made it
to the beach, despite the feeling that swimming as hard as I could was
getting me no where, and having to rely on waves to help me make it in.
I somehow made it up the rocky bank, as the 2 hours of paddling had
left my legs fairly cold and with less circulation. Opening the dry bag
was another tricky bit with cold hands (I now love my paddling gloves
– I’m not sure what I would have done with out them) but I managed.
Dumped out the pack, got the passport signed for PC1, pulled socks and
running shoes on over wet and sandy feet (wiped as well as I could with
my cloth race bib), got the dry bag attached to my pack, and was off,
fastening the pack and checking the map. I ended up with another
runner, and that was useful since it was a bit hard for me to navigate
trails, and we helped each other out. A third guy was also with us for
a bit, and I was glad they were both there when we came across a huge
rattle snake on the trail! I’d of course seen ‘em before, but not in my
path when trying to go fast. One guy threw rocks at it, and it went to
just off the trail. He ran on, and the other guy also made it safely
past. Talk about motivation to run fast! I quickly put some distance
between me and that point. Made it all the way up to PC2 without any
other major issues. Passport signed, and down the hill to PC3. Took one
extra stretch of trail (that looped back onto the on we wanted, adding
about 200-300 yards) because it looked to be right on the map (both
myself and another guy chose it after consulting maps, while a few
other runners went past it without checking). Then to a campground, and
some campers directed me to the exit. However, a ranger saw me and told
me where the bridge was — which was where I needed to cross under PCH.
I never would have guessed the beach was on the other side… as the
waves crashed against it, you couldn’t tell there was beach to the left
and it looked to just go into the ocean. But at the end of the beach
was PC3, Erich, and the kayak.

Back into the boat, one wave stole Erich’s pack but we caught it and
were off — without capsizing like about 80% of teams did! We had seen
this point as we paddled out to the drop location, and knew it took
about 1.5 hours to get to. However, now we had the waves helping us and
more sunshine, and it was a much drier, warmer, and easier paddle. Once
reunited and out on the water, I learned how getting from the drop
location to PC3 had gone for Erich. He was fine for the paddling part,
but came across some other kayakers not so lucky. Still on their way to
the drop, their sit on top kayak was flooded and they were fairly
stuck. Erich helped as he could, which ended up being going farther out
to sea a few hundred yards and flagging down one of the aid boats to
help them. Then he headed into shore, capsizing and drinking some
ocean, but not losing his pack, which was in garbage bags and duct
taped to the small dry bag. Learned for next time: have more large dry
bags, and tie everything down!).

I had been careful to drink some Cytomax and get in some gel during the
run. Erich, however, had watched the ocean and picked the perfect
launch timing, but had only taken in a little water. As a result, I
paddled alone for short stretches while he puked salt water back into
the ocean. He doesn’t get sick easily, but we think the combo of salt

water and waves were the culprits. For next time: better nutrition even
if just waiting.

Made it to PC4/TA1 in about an hour (which turned out to be the same as
the start and finish). Made it part way into the shore, lost the wave
we were on, and then another broke over us. I watch it land on the dry
bag of my pack tied down in front of me, watched that end drop deep
into the ocean, and go ready to flip. We caught my water shoes (I just
wore the running ones for the final paddle), both paddles, and Erich’s
pack, so still lost nothing. Again a lesson was learned: practice what
you will do race day (ie what gear where and how it changes the balance
of the kayak), and keep paddling hard even if you catch a wave or you
just sit at the breaking point and will get slammed.

The kayak, now with all our gear and plenty of water, was nice and
heavy as we carried it up the beach and into the parking lot area where
we bid it farewell and headed into TA1. There we took our time. Rinsed
off salt water, had some food. Checked that we had the gear needed for
biking. Put sand-free and dryish feet into dry socks and shoes.
Refilled my water. All ready, about 45 min or so later, we set off on
the bikes. Crossed under the freeway, heading to Mulholland Drive for
about 17 miles. A mile in, we needed to stop and adjust my seat and the
straps on both our pedals. We figured out using a tow rope about 2
miles out. Although I managed to keep it loose much of the ride, I
think mentally it was a huge help. Just knowing it was there and that
Erich was helping gave me more confidence that I could actually do the
climbing. And yes, it was some nice climbing. We leapfrogged back and
forth with one team, saw another, but were mostly on our own. Then a
nice downhill section — well, somewhat nice. It was long and fast, but
we knew we’d also have to climb it once we pasted PC9. Turned onto a
side street, as we could see there should be some way into the park
land from that community. Found the street, and learned it was private
and gated. A local biked out the gate though, and was able to direct us
to a public access point for the park we were looking for. Through the
gate, and we were onto a dirt road, which I was very scared on, almost
to the point of stress asthma. I let a team or two behind us pass, and
walked the bike. This made me more and more nervous about the night of
biking I knew was to come. But I just made myself forget about that and
focus on the trekking ahead. Only a little bit down the dirt section
and we found PC5.

Here we had a faster transition — dropped bikes, refilled fluids and
food, grabbed a snack, changed shoes, and were off. We easily made it
to PC5d around 6:30, and decided to attempt the back way to PC5c. It
was a Dark Zone (ie closed) after, so we thought, 9pm. We got to the
end of the trail, and found the creek it looked like we would be able
to follow up to PC5c. However, we made our major navigational mistake
at this point: instead of pulling out the compass and just doing a
general direction check (which I didn’t even think of) Erich picked our
direction based on only the look of the terrain. Ooops! We couldn’t see
the side of the mountains next to us, and chose a different two peaks
to head for! So we went down into the correct creek, but took it the
wrong direction. For 1.5 hours we climbed through poison oak, over
rocks, slipped into the stream, through brush after brush after brush,
up a dry stream bed, back down it, up to and then away from a beehive,
and more traipsing through brush. This was our low point. Having never
done anything off trail, and having the built in feeling that it was
wrong to be going through plants like that, and that it was dangerous,
I got a bit (or maybe more than a bit) bitchy. I was also frustrated…
felt like I was just following along, and that Erich would have been
faster alone. Up to that point, I had felt we were both contributing
well. But now, I had no idea where we were or what was going on. I was
tired of getting poked and stabbed and grabbed by brush, and I was
tired. I was probably also a bit low on liquids and calories, and I was
definitely getting a bit grumpy. Erich was getting annoyed with that,
and was being less patient when I asked questions about why we went
which way, or wanted to see where we were on the map. I finally broke
down. Some tears were shed, and I just told him I just want to know
what is going on, and have some part in decisions. That I was not there
just to follow because he could read maps and terrain better, but also
to learn how to read maps and terrain myself. He apologized, and from
then on we both looked at the path when there appeared to be two ways
to get somewhere. It was better, but I was still not in a great place.
He was more patient from then on out, and I think glad to know I did
want to help. I think it was a good reminder to both of us that to have
fun, and not worry about how competitive we were. Our ease with the
first part of the race had woken a bit of our competitive sides, and
this brought us back to our pre-race goals. The car ride home we made
more sense of this, but I will get to that at its time.

Finally we found a slope and went up so that Erich could get a better
sighting of the land. I ate some sandwich, and drank some, and felt a
bit better. From this slope we saw our error, and proceeded to head
back, having decided to just go back to PC5d and then take the trail
route to PC5c. Here I picked being wet over being poked by more stuff,
so we just went along the creek, getting wet instead of trying to find
ways around rock-free sections. This probably did help with not getting
tons of poison oak, and did make it an easier trip. However, we
overshot PC5d along the creek (it was much faster getting back) and
were already half way to PC5c, so kept going. At this point it was
getting dark (around 8:30) and so headlamps were on and it was a bit
tricker to see. Then there were other headlamps ahead! A team going
from PC5c to PC5d! They said they’d been going for a while, and that it
was a nasty, if not impossible, trek in the dark. They also corrected
us — it was a closed section from 7 on, not 9. So we headed back to
where we could find the trail back to PC5d, helping them find it as
well since there were little to no clues from in the creek and dark.
About 2.5 hours after first finding it, we again passed PC5d, and
continued on trails to PCs 5b, 5c, and then 5a. Here of course we
learned a lot… mainly, take the 3 seconds to orientate yourself with
the terrain and to double check your directions and planned path, but
maybe more importantly also to be forgiving, understanding, tough, and
to communicate.

It was mostly hiking, and it was not a high energy point. Much of it
was runnable, especially in light, but it was dark and I was still not
completely back to happy and we ended up walking much of it. We came
across teams that we had been with at PC5 who were heading back, done
with all the checkpoints, and that again was a reminder of our mistake.
But we got the rest of the points fairly uneventfully. One trail that
looked to go through didn’t and cost us about a mile, and we got a 30
minute penalty for getting to PC5c after dark and missing the challenge
there (turns out it was a swim of some kind) but the rest was just
hiking along, mostly without talking, and some talking to other teams
we came across. This made me appreciate my teammate more and got me out
of the funk I was in — there were teams where one person was just
pushing, almost to the point of leaving other members. There were teams
smiling, and who remembered us from earlier. There was the team Erich
had helped in the kayaks. It reminded me how lucky I was to have the
teammate I did, and that every team has its issues, and I got back to
trying to be cheerful and happy, and did a decent job of it, and felt
much better. During this section we also figured out that letting me
play a bigger role in setting the pace was a good idea, as I would push
it at a pace I felt I could hold, as opposed to trying to keep up and
then feeling bad asking Erich to slow down a bit. This definitely
helped our morale.However, I was still tempted to give up after all
that, and in my head went back and forth through how bad it would be to
stop at that point, and how cold and tired I was.

But we hit the transition area PC6, and some teams were at it as PC9.
One was a team with Lance on it, a guy who had been very helpful in the
parking lot, and who gave us some more tips. He said I looked tired, to
which I answered just cold, and got on changing to drier and warmer
clothes, and he said we’d warm up soon with the bike climb to come. And
he seemed to know we could do it, and so I regained more of my
determination, got ready, and when Erich even asked if I was ok, and to
let him know if he was pushing me past what I was comfortable with, I
again believed that a tough day should never end a race, and that only
missing a cutoff and being forced to stop was a reason to give up. So
still tired, but warmer and more confident, we picked up the bikes and
headed out for 13 miles of trails, and the part of the race I feared
the most coming into it. If that little dirt road to transition scared
me, how much worse would big downhills be in the dark?? But I had to
try it.

About an hour after reaching PC6 we finally headed out, lights in place
and ready to ride and walk with out bikes. During Bulldog Road, I
realized I had ran that trail before… that it was the trail (and it
turned out we did almost the exact same course but with bikes) from the
14 mile trail race I did in May. I was glad I didn’t notice this ahead
of time, as that was one of the hardest (if not the hardest) courses
I’d ever ran. By the time I really realized it, it was good cause I
believed I could walk it. And we figured out a system to keep us closer
to the same pace — Erich was able to walk both bikes easily, which
helped me a ton! We made it up to PC7, the big climb conquered. The aid
station people were awesome — told us how great we looked, that we
could do it. Got me in a happy, excited mood again. Although we learned
that a team in front of us had finished that bike loop and just dropped
out from exhaustion (ie hit PC9 and fell asleep immediately) and that
the solo team behind us had dropped out after seeing Bulldog, leaving
us in last place. Whatever, I thought. Last place is the team that had
a tough day and still kept going. 10-15 teams had dropped out, and now
I was determined not to. Yes, there are physical reasons that you
should drop out as well, but no, I wasn’t having any of them. I just
needed to get past the mental and do it. And it was a good thing — all
that support and realization made me just go for it on the downhills on
the bike from PC7 to PC8. Sure, we missed one turnoff and had to hike
back up about half a mile, and there was a ton of fog making it hard to see, but by the end, I was much more confident. I
was picking my own paths instead of hoping to see which way Erich
picked on the dirt road, and was having fun with making it over
sections that would scare me once I thought about it (after I crossed
them). I started having a great time and feeling like this was
something I could really do. So when we got almost to PC8, I wanted to
finish this thing. I knew we could. We ran into Nick and another
volunteer right outside the checkpoint, and they told us there was just
over an hour to get to the next point before the cutoff. Most teams
made it in about 50 minutes. They laughed at some of my comments about
the bike section, and were amazed to learn it was one of my first few
times on a mountain bike, and were impressed. Again, this built the
confidence that we could indeed finish this.

PC8 was also staffed with great volunteers with red vines and smiles,
but we hurried through, intent on no missing the cut off. Between PC7
and PC8 we had moved the map to my bike, as it was trails I was
somewhat familiar with and it was a fairly straight forward section
directionally and would give me practice at following where I was along
a map. I knew our turnoffs to get back to the trail to PC9 and easily
found them. At one point we crossed a bridge, and almost went down a
very wrong trail, but it really felt wrong to me, and then a guy showed
up and helped us with the right one. In fact, he told us he had to head
back to PC9, and then trailed us in, and we made it at about 7:55 — we
could continue! We had definitely found our sense of fun out there on
those trails, especially me. And Erich was impressed with how well I
just pushed it and went for it over sections of that last stretch. And
we were rewarded with another break at PC9. Someone asked me to at
least look a little tired… to which I answered “but it’s morning.”
And I really wasn’t that tired. Sure, I had less power in my legs, but
I was smiling, and felt great. More awesome support and cheers, more
water, more Cytomax, a banana, and another sandwich into the side pouch
of my pack, and we were back at it.

Here is where Nick amazed me. Yes, as race director he has to do a
final sweep of the course. But he didn’t have to stay with us in his
car all they way to the checkpoint, playing awesome, inspirational
music he found all on the radio (we never heard a single commercial or
un-motivational song) and talking to us — remember bits about our
check in, asking about our history, complimenting our determination,
and biking, and pure strength in not giving up. Every time it started
getting tough, I just heard the words of the songs, and his pride in
our race, and smiled and felt great, like we were winning. He gave us
one of the best compliment I’ve ever received. He told us how he has
done a number of Eco-Challenges and has done Raid Gauloises, and that
any day he would want to be on a team with us. That we were showing the
spirit and heart and drive and enthusiasm and teamwork that AR is all
about. And we made it, with his help but as a team… pounding up the
hills, tow rope in action, and flying down them. We almost didn’t have
to talk to get the rope hand-offs. We just knew. We were completely a
team, and made it to PC10 feeling energized and ready to go. The lady
who gave the talk at REI, Maja, was there, and we told her we decided
to do that race after her talk. And then Nick joined us for most of the
final trek down the hill (until we passed another team and he stuck
with and motivated them). He gave little patient tips to improve our
navigation, and was impressed with how we worked as a team. It was a
bit stressful though — of course he knew right where to go and would
be able to make our decisions in a heartbeat, but I just stayed
relaxed, and helped by double checking at each split in the trail (as I
was leading and Erich guiding). Soon we were ready to fly, and we came
to a downhill, and were off. We spotted another team (they had left 10
minutes ahead of us, but one teammate was very sick so were walking it)
and we knew we could catch them. In the last mile and a half, we did.
But I didn’t care… I was happy to be finishing, and content with how
much progress we had made as a team. I don’t know when I last ran a
trail as confidently or well as I did the last 2 to 2.5 miles to the
finish. It felt awesome, and Erich was right behind me supporting me
with each step, and I could feel our team energy flowing. Back into the
park, across the line 25:15 hours later, smiling and feeling sore feet
but fresh and energized. That accomplishment feeling is great. Yup, I’m
still addicted to it.

We celebrated with some food and drinks and chatter at the finish –
races are all about the people and experiences for me, not the times
and the places. This race was a good reminder of the relative
importance of those parts for me. Maja was there, and gave me a hug,
telling me how proud she was that her talk helped inspire us, and there
looked to be tears in her eyes. She said someone had said she didn’t
have the experience to give the talk, and we helped her feel successful
with it. I was glad I had told her we had been there… I had almost
not mentioned it, figuring she had given talks many times and never
remembered who went. We also talked with teams, and one guy
congratulated us, and mentioned how at least we weren’t last (his team
was, and we had mentioned being able to pass another team — ie his –
near the end). And I told him how it just meant that his team had a
really tough day but kept going despite it all (there was currently an
ambulance checking over one of his teammates who was fairly sick). Yes,
I was proud to have passed another team, to have had that last little
bit in us. But I would have been just as happy to finish last. Either
way, each time had its little issues or maybe even a perfect day — but
I think our race was perfect for us. What we needed to become a
stronger team, and stronger people.

And the race was done. We gathered up gear, just throwing it into
whatever bin was nearby. The kayak was put back on the truck, We got
somewhat rinsed off, and started off. We picked up the bikes, and
continued home. Erich wanted to rest first, but I said we could take
turns driving and talk to keep each other awake — I just wanted to get
home. We talked about the race. I apologized for being grumpy and
unhappy during and for a bit after the off-trail adventure, and we
talked about why. About different backgrounds, and how going really
into nature like that just scares me. That I’d never camped (until with
him the weekend before) and had never gone off a trail. That some part
of me was worried we were going to get really lost and not find our way
back. We talked about what we did really well, and how we were happy
with our teamwork by the end. And we talked about wanting to do
another, but wanting to really practice for it. His thing was also that
we needed to try and test all gear beforehand next time. We were lucky
that lights and such ended up working out as well as they did. We also
talked about our place, and how I was glad our easy day didn’t continue
after the kayak and first bike section. We had no flats, and only one
major and a few minor navigational issues. Without them, our first race
would have been too easy, and would have given less of a sense of
accomplishment. It would also have made me think differently of
adventure racing: that it was more like off-road tris where you know
where to go and what to expect. This made me want to do it again. It
was hard. It really made me push myself, and learn about myself and
about Erich and I as a team.

That worked for a while — like down PCH, through a sandwich (NOT PB
& honey) and to the 10 Freeway. But I was riding, and asking Erich
questions to keep us talking and awake, and he was giving short, single
word answers, and I soon gave up. We were both too tired and worn out
for staying awake chatter. He ended up calling someone and was on the
phone, and I fell asleep, figuring that would keep him up. We talked
little bits on and off the rest of the way, but I dozed on and off and
he was on the phone for most of it.

We made it home, and sorted out gear, and I packed up my car and headed
to Holly’s for a shower and a nap. I wanted the gunk off more than
anything! And some sleep before the 45 minute drive home wouldn’t be a
bad idea, either. And how good that shower felt! I found a leaf and
small twigs in my hair, and it took about 3 times of conditioning my
hair to get the tangles starting to come out. And I scrubbed off what
little sunscreen was left, and sap, and plenty of dirt and grime. I
learned that next time wash *all* the sand out of my bike shorts, and
to apply more random BodyGlide, as there was plenty of chaffing in
areas usually fine. I got out of the shower cleaner, content, and
relaxed. Clean clothes felt great, and I ate and read and fell asleep,
overall content with the day and its lessons and adventures.

Today I’m not really all that sore, but am definitely tired. My feet
are a little sore — even one of my blisters has a blister. But I’m
planning for the next race. I wonder if I’ll do the next in the Big
Blude series — Erich will be out of town. Perhaps with a different
partner, or maybe I’ll volunteer at it.

off to the races

Thursday, June 9th, 2005

I’m outta here… time to see how I like adventure racing. Tomorrow is check in and certifications, and then Saturday at 10am we go. It will be odd to me since I’m now used to early morning starts, but new and different is a major part of their appeal. I will be done sometime Sunday if all goes ok…

Oh, and if I thought packing for the IM was tough… dang! There is tons of required gear for this! I guess since there are no aid stations, and it is longer. My car is nice and full :-)